The worst of days

You may think the worst day of my life was the night Mike died. It certainly was a bad day and night, but it wasn’t the worst. By the time he died, I was on auto pilot. I have always… Continue Reading

And the band played on

PC:Scott Likert Creative (I love this photo because Scott caught me looking at Mike while he talked to me with all the love I felt for him on my face) I have written a thousand blog posts over the last… Continue Reading

Courage

About the best thing I can say about 2016 is that I have survived it so far. My dad didn’t. My husband didn’t. It has been brutal. My dad dying unexpectedly, me being diagnosed with precancerous cells in my breast… Continue Reading

Creon can help with digestive issues post whipple

I was reading one of the cholangiocarcinoma support groups, as I often do and I came across this post- For those who don’t know, Mike had a whipple procedure in 1999 when he had pancreatic cancer. He is one of… Continue Reading

Loss and how to keep living

I felt the loss yesterday deeper if possible than I have since the day after he died. It’s like he was never here. Our special memories are mine alone now, our shared journey is past. I wanted so desperately to… Continue Reading