More Jesus less alone

Last week was tough. I had to have some surgery, was dealing with the feels from scattering Mikes remaining ashes up north, and was in the middle of the first post loss major decision i had to make alone. At… Continue Reading

The journey towards healing

Sometimes you need a reminder of the reasons you make the choices that you do in your life. I received a reminder of how i got here from a facebook friend through a private message after my last blog post.… Continue Reading

The heart does go on and on..

Wow! Finally some good news in the ongoing battle against cancer, and lynch syndrome specific cancers. If you aren’t sure what lynch syndrome is you can review it here Lynch Syndrome and Keytruda The FDA has fast tracked approval for… Continue Reading

Courage is just another word for nothing left to lose

The night we met I had very few expectations going into it. I had gone on 11 short meet & greets through the dating site, and while I met a couple men that I still consider friends, and one of… Continue Reading

The worst of days

You may think the worst day of my life was the night Mike died. It certainly was a bad day and night, but it wasn’t the worst. By the time he died, I was on auto pilot. I have always… Continue Reading

Courage

About the best thing I can say about 2016 is that I have survived it so far. My dad didn’t. My husband didn’t. It has been brutal. My dad dying unexpectedly, me being diagnosed with precancerous cells in my breast… Continue Reading

Creon can help with digestive issues post whipple

I was reading one of the cholangiocarcinoma support groups, as I often do and I came across this post- For those who don’t know, Mike had a whipple procedure in 1999 when he had pancreatic cancer. He is one of… Continue Reading

The nurse is on a short leave

It was a quick ride to the hospital tuesday by ambulance..Mike started feeling really terrible, and his body started shaking uncontrollably again with the rigors around 11:30 am. It just so happened that the visiting nurse was due to visit,… Continue Reading